o.O damn long never update a little blog of mine already.

well, had been rather busy with school. the 3 modules im taking up, really giving me some headaches. after 2 years in poly, this yr the 3rd, i can feel the stress already even though its only 1st term. but still, stress la. This coming common test, each test weighs about 25% of the total score. then the final exam will be 50%. stress sial!

anyway, recently, 290510, i completed my FIRST 42KM Adidas Sundown marathon! can say that it’s a very good experience. and i’m going for more in the future. my first 42km marathon, i clock a timing of 05:57:36. Quite a unexpected results! My aim was to run finish before it hit 6am. And i really did reached my goal! :D

my finisher tee, my medal and my Bib. tag. :D

and and and, i have signed up for the 21KM Standard Chartered Marathon. It’s held this December, 051210. Hope it will be a good one. Hoping to finish the race within 2 hrs 15mins. hopefully. if possible, before 2 hrs then. ;D

i guess i should concentrate on my CT right now first. shall do the running after my CT. :D wish me luck!!

Encouragement to my friends,

Everyone do have their own life to lead. Most importantly to get yourself really started in life, you have to plan ahead. You got to know your visions and goals in life. I believe, everyone do have their goals in life, even one will do. Share a little experience of my. Running a marathon, is just like a route you are walking in your life. In between, there will be obstacles. These obstacles is just like the series of unhappiness appearing in your life. In comparison, in a marathon, you will feel the pain from your legs. in your life, you will feel pains from different aspects of relationship. But most importantly is, you do not give up. You will still continue to run, to reach your goal. So please do not give up on others, esp towards yourself. Give yourself time and chance. You will be able to see the excellent results as time goes by.

Real Pain + Real Determination + Real Endurance + Real Patience = Real Gain.

sighhhh! damn tired and sleepy sial!! weather is damn hot now!!!! kns! today had a tight schedule.

Morning went to gym with tianchong and his friend. Then gym-ed from 10.20am to 12.25pm. After that rushed home to re-pack my bag. Then acc-ed my mum go have lunch. After that rushed to AMK, to meet my dear “grandma”(not real grandma, she’s 21 this yr only), felicia. damn long never see her liao lehh, since jan!Then we went kbox. First time go kbox with her sial! Her singing voice power sial! but she abit crazy when singing. like siaozhabo like tat! can see her swinging her body,hands and legs while singing. LOLS!!! totally 让我大开眼界!

Then we sang from 2-6pm. Then she go meet her friend, while i rushed off to boonlay to meet haziq, alex, zeyi and joel. Then went to meet dominic(POP LO!!) at bus interchange. Then we took bus to Fico soccer hub. Then formed team.

My team consists of me, joel, junjie, yongan, dominic, hongyong and damien. Their team consists of cazua, alex, calvin, haziq, zeyi and zhikai. While playing the game, i totally cui sial. For a few moments i felt giddy. Then the feelings is like gonna faint like that. I think cause never eat dinner. Plus morning gym. Then my energy all gone. But overall still damn shiok! scored 2 goals. both from left side. But damn long never play soccer with them liao! Shiok ttm!! Last played with them was i think last year. either at the court opposite chenghao house or The Cage at kallang. Hopefully we can meet up again to play! :D

So basically today had a damn rushed schedule. Rushing here and there. LOLS! That’s why damn tired. Whole body damn shag! Oh ya, the photos i think i will post here when i receive the photos from fel．　:D Nights world!

o.O Today seriously i learned alot. experience a little. LOLs! learn how to feed kittens with milk. seriously. my first time handling their shits. not really their shits. is just that the kittens, they shit. den while they’re moving around, they step and lie on their own shit. making their body all full of shit. den imagine i had to carry them, den letting them rest on my body, my shirt. den feed them with milk. omg!! damn dirty la. but, when i see them drinking the milk, really damn cute sial. so basically, i’ve handled both dogs’ and cats’ shits already. hahahah!!

Was watching the 败犬女王. Then a sentence caught me. This sentence very meaningful.

” 啊，愚蠢的人们啊! 为何总是对过去念念不忘。把己死的花朵留在身边，即对过去无法割舍，又没有办法迈向未来。”

No matter what’s the outcome, we still got to face it and carry on. And today, i’ve to admit that this sentence : ” 好马不吃回头草”, is not true at all. There are many couples have broken up, and after a few years, they still got together again, and even get married.

can say that, maybe i really think too much. there’s just too many thoughts running on my mind. sighh~

after a month of constant gyming every alternate days(means monday, wednesday and friday), i got my answer to a question. What must you do, so that your day is not wasted?

The answer is, go gyming!

Whenever i go gyming in the morning, can also say that when i gym, i felt more energetic. Staying at home will only make you rot. make you so restless. but i’m left with only next week for gyming. starting soon the week after next. :(( sian siall!!

Tonight gonna watch manu vs bayern. dunno why. but i got a gut feeling that tonight, manu either gonna lose or draw. if they lose or draw, means that they’re not gonna qualified for semi. sighh. wondering will be rooney playing for the match later on. but have to admit that manu rely too much on rooney already. let’s just wait and watch later on. just pray that they will win. prove that my 6th sense is wrong!

hmm. i’m gonna continue my 败犬女王 till the match starts. i know i’m very slow la. to be watching this drama. but my interest to watch started like yesterday only. LOLS!! quite interesting leh this drama. (Y) 

sighh. just 3 letters. my hope and expectations drop from positive to negative. 100% to -100%. the moment i saw that, it sank. it almost flowed out. well, what to say about it. luck not here with me. perhaps god is ignoring me :(
feel like listening to 练习 - by 刘德华.

geez! after a day without gyming, my body felt so restless. so im heading to the gym tml morning. and what i’m glad at, is that im gaining weight!! :D im not sure whether is it i ate too much or is it that the muscles are growing. LOLS!! but im sure that im gaining weight! finally!! trying to hit 50kg!!! and thanks to tianchong uhh! for accompany/training me the past 1 month! it’s sad that im starting sch soon and you’re enlisting soon. cannot go gym tgt liao! damn it!

sigh. i want to adopt a dog!!!! but my parents forbid me to do so!! grrrr! what’s wrong with adopting? besides the living cost, expenditure. Most importantly, they’re just worried that dog might pee and poo everywhere. but i’ve decided, im definitely adopting a dog when i’m much more older!

well. morning had a chat with a friend from my religion. and after the chat, the conclusion we got was, when 缘分 comes, even if you want to avoid, it cant be avoided too. so perhaps, can say in the other way round too. when there’s no chemistry/缘分 between 2, no matter how you try, both of you wont be together. sigh. i’m so stuck and i’m beginning to forget and start questioning myself.

How does a person feel when he/she is being love by others?

just came back from gym + lunch. den realize my friend’s pet shop is closed. then no choice lo. go home and rest. since i’m going JP for dinner with teck and maybe clement. stay at home also boring sial. nothing to do.

just went to NP website to check my timetable again. don’t think it will be updated again. since sch is starting in 2 weeks time.so here’s my timetable. i think this shall be my best timetable ever. LOLS!

shiok uhh. seems that only monday and friday have longer lessons. the rest like slack only. :D but heard from my seniors that, longer breaks = more projects. the breaks are given to us to complete our projects. damn it. so giving us longer break isn’t a good thing. shag! but still. quite looking forward to my 6months in sch. den last 6 months having attachment :D

aloha!well can say that this shall be my new blog. was introduced to tumblr by quite a number of peeps. realize that this was much more interesting as compared to blogger. It’s simple, yet nice. Pretty awesome.

did this blog cause was darn bored at home. and previously closed my blogger cause i had nothing to post. and even if i had to, you can see a whole junk of post, so bloody wordy.

2 months of holiday can be a long one. There’s nothing to do at home. couldn’t find a job. almost stayed at home and rot for this holiday. until i set a schedule for myself. Gyming or swimming in the morning, then to the pet shop in the afternoon, den shall rest at home at night. How about running? I go for a long run during the weekends. Or sometimes during weekdays.

sch is starting soon. real soon. left abt a week? finally! year 3 semester 1 gonna start soon. It’s my final year. 3 years. seems to fast. real fast. but, was rather disappointed cause my classmates or can say my clique, everyone was posted to different specialize area. so gonna say goodbye to my SNSD mates. LOLS!
anyway. shall end of with a inspiring quote.

“Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.”     ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

~ Ralph Waldo Emerson